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[those sure are suitcases on the bed]

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[weakly] But you can't . . .

[then] Shuri . . .

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[...looking up at them]

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quercusoptima

... I'm sorry.

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Fuck.

You don't have one, huh, Shuri?

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I didn't get a letter.

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quercusoptima

Then it is just me ...

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[just draped around his neck, hanging there, taking a moment before he says anything]

I always felt like I could just walk out of here. For a while now. That's why I don't ever go to the barrier. Like I could just get sucked out and I'm not ready. If it was both of you--I'd try it, I'd finally go, I'd make myself be ready . . .

Maybe that's bullshit anyway . . . I didn't get any kinda letter.

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...It probably wouldn't actually let us. ...Sorry... Hakuren...

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[deep breath]

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[no I don't know what to say no :(]

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I love you--don't go--

[dragging him over to Shuri and the bed]

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He has to go, or else they'll probably just make him go anyway without his stuff...!!

[:x ok though]

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quercusoptima

[sitting between them '-']

Do you think I want to? I don't, not leaving the two of you behind.

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I know, I know, I know . . .

[clinging to his siiiiiiiide, nuzzling him needily]

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[leaning on him heavily]

Hnnn...

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[:x not protesting the contact this time]

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[mumbling] I love you . . . I can't, I can't! I can't be without you!

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[juuuuuuust quiet]

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[just hugging him for now :x]

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[ENJOY MORE CRYING]

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[even if I am teary-eyed I will be relatively dignified about it]

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[pulling Shuri into a hug too, this can be an awkward threeway hug]

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[grabbing for Shuri too as soon as he's close enough]

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[sobs once, softly, accepting the hug]

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[bowing his head a little, quiet]

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[trying to kiss his face, needyyyyyyy]

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