[CFUD][Backdated to the evening of November 9th]

[quercusoptima]

[those sure are suitcases on the bed]

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[halfcocked]

[weakly] But you can't . . .

[then] Shuri . . .

[bestest]

[...looking up at them]

[quercusoptima]

... I'm sorry.

[halfcocked]

Fuck.

You don't have one, huh, Shuri?

[bestest]

I didn't get a letter.

[quercusoptima]

Then it is just me ...

[halfcocked]

[just draped around his neck, hanging there, taking a moment before he says anything]

I always felt like I could just walk out of here. For a while now. That's why I don't ever go to the barrier. Like I could just get sucked out and I'm not ready. If it was both of you--I'd try it, I'd finally go, I'd make myself be ready . . .

Maybe that's bullshit anyway . . . I didn't get any kinda letter.

[bestest]

...It probably wouldn't actually let us. ...Sorry... Hakuren...

[quercusoptima]

[deep breath]

...

[no I don't know what to say no :(]

[halfcocked]

I love you--don't go--

[dragging him over to Shuri and the bed]

[bestest]

He has to go, or else they'll probably just make him go anyway without his stuff...!!

[:x ok though]

[quercusoptima]

[sitting between them '-']

Do you think I want to? I don't, not leaving the two of you behind.

[halfcocked]

I know, I know, I know . . .

[clinging to his siiiiiiiide, nuzzling him needily]

[bestest]

[leaning on him heavily]

Hnnn...

[quercusoptima]

[:x not protesting the contact this time]

[halfcocked]

[mumbling] I love you . . . I can't, I can't! I can't be without you!

[bestest]

[juuuuuuust quiet]

[quercusoptima]

[just hugging him for now :x]

[halfcocked]

[ENJOY MORE CRYING]

[bestest]

[even if I am teary-eyed I will be relatively dignified about it]

[quercusoptima]

[pulling Shuri into a hug too, this can be an awkward threeway hug]

[halfcocked]

[grabbing for Shuri too as soon as he's close enough]

[bestest]

[sobs once, softly, accepting the hug]

[quercusoptima]

[bowing his head a little, quiet]

[halfcocked]

[trying to kiss his face, needyyyyyyy]