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Aug. 2nd, 2011 12:01 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
SIGNIFICANT POSITIVE: General mother montage
MOSTLY HEADCANON, though we see several times that Hakuren loves his mother more than preeeetty much anyone ever. While his relationship with his father was strained, it's implied that his mother was always very kind, very gentle, and very loving--maybe 90% of Hakuren's motivations comes from wanting to become someone who could help his mother and take care of her, etc.
So what this memory does is take various snapshots of his childhood where he was happy and with his mother--headcanon includes learning to dance from her, his first forays into cooking for her when she was sick, exceling in his studies to make her proud, etc. It's a very skewed memory of his childhood, because with his father it was all Duty and Oak Family Pride and generally a lot more uncomfortable and stiff and distant. He won't remember that, here! But he will recognize that something feels off and missing--that his younger self especially cherished these moments with his mother because they weren't the norm.
So +100000000000000000 mothercon my mother was the bestttttttt and I love her and gosh she was amazing +_+ all through the unconditional filter of childhood
+ awareness that he was from a noble/high-born family
+ all my memories of my mother are from when I was pretty young, if we were so close, why don't I remember her when I'm older . . . ?
MOSTLY HEADCANON, though we see several times that Hakuren loves his mother more than preeeetty much anyone ever. While his relationship with his father was strained, it's implied that his mother was always very kind, very gentle, and very loving--maybe 90% of Hakuren's motivations comes from wanting to become someone who could help his mother and take care of her, etc.
So what this memory does is take various snapshots of his childhood where he was happy and with his mother--headcanon includes learning to dance from her, his first forays into cooking for her when she was sick, exceling in his studies to make her proud, etc. It's a very skewed memory of his childhood, because with his father it was all Duty and Oak Family Pride and generally a lot more uncomfortable and stiff and distant. He won't remember that, here! But he will recognize that something feels off and missing--that his younger self especially cherished these moments with his mother because they weren't the norm.
So +100000000000000000 mothercon my mother was the bestttttttt and I love her and gosh she was amazing +_+ all through the unconditional filter of childhood
+ awareness that he was from a noble/high-born family
+ all my memories of my mother are from when I was pretty young, if we were so close, why don't I remember her when I'm older . . . ?