[CFUD][Backdated to the evening of November 9th]

[quercusoptima]

[those sure are suitcases on the bed]

Comments

[bestest]

At least if you did go crazy then you would be doing... something...

[halfcocked]

. . . Yeah . . .

I'd just kill a bunch of people and I'd pretend that made me feel better. Or maybe that I was never sad at all. That's how I used to be. And it was easy and not doing it now is hard, but--I can't anymore--I'm not that guy, I changed.

[bestest]

[bluh just silently touching Devit's face]

[halfcocked]

[leaning into it and looking at him solemnly, but then smiling]

But I'm glad.

[bestest]

--? That you've changed...?

[halfcocked]

Uh huh.

[bestest]

...Well--I'm glad too...

[halfcocked]

'Cuz now I have you.

[cuddling, mostly calmed down now]

[bestest]

[ah ;///; yeah just burrowing]

[halfcocked]

[just petting, burrowing against him yessss]

[bestest]

[seems to have mostly calmed down]

[halfcocked]

[rubbing their cheeks together]

. . . It's gonna suck for a while, but . . .

Want me to see if there's pizza and ice cream at the mess hall or something . . . we can watch a movie maybe?

[bestest]

...A movie...? [seems slightly dubious...]

[halfcocked]

I dunno, we don't have to. I thought maybe you'd wanna be distracted. But you can do your own thing too. I got comics!

[bestest]

[:x!!] Well--

I dunno... Most movies tend to be kind of sad...

[halfcocked]

We could watch like a kids movie. Or a shitty comedy!

[bestest]

Aren't most of the sad cartoons kids' movies?...

[halfcocked]

Yeah but not all kids movies are like that . . .

[bestest]

...Well, if you have an idea, I just want to watch something nice if we do that...

[halfcocked]

Okay, I'll find a nice one.

[bestest]

Okay...

[halfcocked]

Uh, okay, I'll be back. Ugh, I feel like shit . . .

[bestest]

You don't have to...

[halfcocked]

We've gotta eat though.

[bestest]

...I guess that much is true... [.w.]