[CFUD][Backdated to the evening of November 9th]

[quercusoptima]

[those sure are suitcases on the bed]

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[halfcocked]

[yes the bedroom we've all been sleeping in it is. that's probably Hakuren's with some beds pushed together in it. LET'S GO THERE.]

[bestest]

[it's not Hakuren's room anymore

I'll collapse on the beds anyway though]

[halfcocked]

[yes it is dammit it belongs to all of us still

immediately squirming up against him and clinging]

[bestest]

[just. ...breathing...]

[halfcocked]

[ . . . that's nice that's a good quiet thing to focus on and remember you're still here with me and not cry. breathing with him, otherwise quiet, face pushed up against his throat]

[bestest]

[despair despair despair maybe letting Devit stay with me was a bad idea after all 8(]

[halfcocked]

[after a few minutes, slowly stretching up to kiss his face, tenderly]

[bestest]

[...sucks in a breath in the way where it's obvious he's on the verge of crying]

[halfcocked]

[hugging him] 's okay, it's okay.

[bestest]

Nnnnnnnnnnnn...

[halfcocked]

I don't care, so--

[hugging him firmly, nuzzling at his cheek, comforting]

[bestest]

C-Care about what...

[halfcocked]

You wanna cry, right, it's not like I'm gonna make fun of you.

[bestest]

I--know--but... [KINDA SOBBING WHILE SPEAKING ANYWAY...]

[halfcocked]

[hugs ;~;]

[bestest]

[bbbbbbbbbbaw okay you win]

[halfcocked]

[holding him tight, nuzzling his hair, still teary]

[bestest]

[just sobbing uncontrollably until he eventually gets sick of it okok]

[halfcocked]

[I'VE BEEN THERE BRO LIKE TWO MINUTES AGO I GOT YOU]

[bestest]

[no but nobody understands clearly]

[halfcocked]

[kissing his hair ;;]

[bestest]

[eventually just... hiccuping...]

[halfcocked]

[clinging]

We're gonna see him real soon . . . I love you, I'm glad you're here, don't go . . .

[bestest]

...

[makes some high-pitched noise like he's about to start crying again]

[halfcocked]

[oh nnnnno kissing his eyelids, hiccuping a little himself]