[CFUD][Backdated to the evening of November 9th]

[quercusoptima]

[those sure are suitcases on the bed]

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[bestest]

I didn't get a letter.

[quercusoptima]

Then it is just me ...

[halfcocked]

[just draped around his neck, hanging there, taking a moment before he says anything]

I always felt like I could just walk out of here. For a while now. That's why I don't ever go to the barrier. Like I could just get sucked out and I'm not ready. If it was both of you--I'd try it, I'd finally go, I'd make myself be ready . . .

Maybe that's bullshit anyway . . . I didn't get any kinda letter.

[bestest]

...It probably wouldn't actually let us. ...Sorry... Hakuren...

[quercusoptima]

[deep breath]

...

[no I don't know what to say no :(]

[halfcocked]

I love you--don't go--

[dragging him over to Shuri and the bed]

[bestest]

He has to go, or else they'll probably just make him go anyway without his stuff...!!

[:x ok though]

[quercusoptima]

[sitting between them '-']

Do you think I want to? I don't, not leaving the two of you behind.

[halfcocked]

I know, I know, I know . . .

[clinging to his siiiiiiiide, nuzzling him needily]

[bestest]

[leaning on him heavily]

Hnnn...

[quercusoptima]

[:x not protesting the contact this time]

[halfcocked]

[mumbling] I love you . . . I can't, I can't! I can't be without you!

[bestest]

[juuuuuuust quiet]

[quercusoptima]

[just hugging him for now :x]

[halfcocked]

[ENJOY MORE CRYING]

[bestest]

[even if I am teary-eyed I will be relatively dignified about it]

[quercusoptima]

[pulling Shuri into a hug too, this can be an awkward threeway hug]

[halfcocked]

[grabbing for Shuri too as soon as he's close enough]

[bestest]

[sobs once, softly, accepting the hug]

[quercusoptima]

[bowing his head a little, quiet]

[halfcocked]

[trying to kiss his face, needyyyyyyy]

[bestest]

[whatevs whatevs I'm just trying to get my despair under control]

[quercusoptima]

[allowing that a little]

It won't be for forever, though.

[halfcocked]

We'll see you in January. We're gonna come see you and you have to spend the whole time with us and we're not gonna be here forever, I'll find you, we're gonna spend our lives together!

[bestest]

[mumble] Obviously...