// Hakuren Oak (
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[CFUD][Backdated to the evening of November 9th]
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2012-11-30 04:11 am (UTC)
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Shut up! Don't talk like that, it's not true!
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2012-11-30 04:12 am (UTC)
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[oh no yelling .w.] Ah...
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2012-11-30 04:14 am (UTC)
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[it wasn't very loud yelling. but a little yelly. hugging him again ;;]
That's not true. I didn't want any of us to go before the others. If you went I'd be fucked up too . . .
It's gonna be okay, it just hurts.
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2012-11-30 04:48 am (UTC)
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[...hiccups...]
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2012-11-30 04:53 am (UTC)
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[going to try to kiss him .w. much more sweetly and comfortingly]
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2012-11-30 05:04 am (UTC)
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[may still be crying a little too much to kiss well but making an attempt at least ;;]
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2012-11-30 05:05 am (UTC)
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[IT'S OKAY THIS KISS WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE SEXY ;; rubbing his back]
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2012-11-30 05:21 am (UTC)
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[hauuuuuuuuu huddling against him]
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2012-11-30 05:44 am (UTC)
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I love you. [snufflessss]
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2012-11-30 05:58 am (UTC)
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I... I love you... both...
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2012-11-30 06:02 am (UTC)
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Yeah . . .
[smiling kind of watery-like and kissing at Shuri's tears ;~;]
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2012-11-30 07:26 am (UTC)
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[... ;;] Hah...
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2012-11-30 07:31 am (UTC)
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Maybe it means we're gonna go soon, huh?
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2012-11-30 07:35 am (UTC)
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...What if it doesn't...?
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2012-11-30 07:57 am (UTC)
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. . . Then that fucking sucks. But we'll be together.
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2012-11-30 07:58 am (UTC)
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Nnnnnnn...
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2012-11-30 08:05 am (UTC)
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[shh shh cuddles now .w.]
. . . You upset about being here alone with me?
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2012-11-30 08:11 am (UTC)
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...I'm glad that you're still here...
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2012-11-30 08:12 am (UTC)
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If I didn't have you here I'd go crazy . . . [hugs a little tighter .-.]
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2012-11-30 08:41 am (UTC)
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[...hugs a little tighter in return :x!!]
D--Don't...
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2012-12-01 05:46 am (UTC)
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I'm okay. I won't . . .
. . . I probably wouldn't anyway. I dunno if I can anymore. Sometimes I think it'd be easier to be crazy again than sad.
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2012-12-01 06:10 am (UTC)
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...It really is hard...
There's nothing we can--do.
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2012-12-01 06:11 am (UTC)
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What do you mean?
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2012-12-01 06:38 am (UTC)
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At least if you did go crazy then you would be doing... something...
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2012-12-01 06:44 am (UTC)
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. . . Yeah . . .
I'd just kill a bunch of people and I'd pretend that made me feel better. Or maybe that I was never sad at all. That's how I used to be. And it was easy and not doing it now is hard, but--I can't anymore--I'm not that guy, I changed.
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quercusoptima) wrote2012-11-15 07:58 pm
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That's not true. I didn't want any of us to go before the others. If you went I'd be fucked up too . . .
It's gonna be okay, it just hurts.
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[smiling kind of watery-like and kissing at Shuri's tears ;~;]
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. . . You upset about being here alone with me?
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D--Don't...
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. . . I probably wouldn't anyway. I dunno if I can anymore. Sometimes I think it'd be easier to be crazy again than sad.
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There's nothing we can--do.
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I'd just kill a bunch of people and I'd pretend that made me feel better. Or maybe that I was never sad at all. That's how I used to be. And it was easy and not doing it now is hard, but--I can't anymore--I'm not that guy, I changed.
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