[CFUD][Backdated to the evening of November 9th]

[quercusoptima]

[those sure are suitcases on the bed]

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[halfcocked]

'm sorry it's like this, you know? We all wanted to go home together.

[bestest]

I... I know... but--I--I'm sorry--it shouldn't have been Hakuren...

[halfcocked]

What're you saying, you think it should've been you?

[bestest]

If any of us had to go...

[halfcocked]

Shut up! Don't talk like that, it's not true!

[bestest]

[oh no yelling .w.] Ah...

[halfcocked]

[it wasn't very loud yelling. but a little yelly. hugging him again ;;]

That's not true. I didn't want any of us to go before the others. If you went I'd be fucked up too . . .

It's gonna be okay, it just hurts.

[bestest]

[...hiccups...]

[halfcocked]

[going to try to kiss him .w. much more sweetly and comfortingly]

[bestest]

[may still be crying a little too much to kiss well but making an attempt at least ;;]

[halfcocked]

[IT'S OKAY THIS KISS WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE SEXY ;; rubbing his back]

[bestest]

[hauuuuuuuuu huddling against him]

[halfcocked]

I love you. [snufflessss]

[bestest]

I... I love you... both...

[halfcocked]

Yeah . . .

[smiling kind of watery-like and kissing at Shuri's tears ;~;]

[bestest]

[... ;;] Hah...

[halfcocked]

Maybe it means we're gonna go soon, huh?

[bestest]

...What if it doesn't...?

[halfcocked]

. . . Then that fucking sucks. But we'll be together.

[bestest]

Nnnnnnn...

[halfcocked]

[shh shh cuddles now .w.]

. . . You upset about being here alone with me?

[bestest]

...I'm glad that you're still here...

[halfcocked]

If I didn't have you here I'd go crazy . . . [hugs a little tighter .-.]

[bestest]

[...hugs a little tighter in return :x!!]

D--Don't...

[halfcocked]

I'm okay. I won't . . .

. . . I probably wouldn't anyway. I dunno if I can anymore. Sometimes I think it'd be easier to be crazy again than sad.