[CFUD][Backdated to the evening of November 9th]

[quercusoptima]

[those sure are suitcases on the bed]

Comments

[bestest]

[burrowing against him, still quiet]

[quercusoptima]

[packing slowly, not saying anything :x]

[halfcocked]

[crying softly again, but more tired now]

[bestest]

[...petting his hair listlessly]

[quercusoptima]

[moving sort of slowly, but eventually finished, and standing before them, sort of helplessly]

[halfcocked]

[reaching for Hakuren again, silently]

[bestest]

[untangling himself from Devit to scoot over and leave room between them...]

[quercusoptima]

[taking Devit's hand, sitting between them]

[halfcocked]

[clinging] Ugh, fuck, how long you got--no idea, right? I can't believe this. I'm gonna wake up.

[bestest]

Let's just stay here for now...

[quercusoptima]

I'll stay as long as I can.

[halfcocked]

What're we gonna do with you gone?

[bestest]

[QUIET...]

[quercusoptima]

[... :x]

I can't decide that for you ...

[halfcocked]

I just can't imagine waking up and Hakuren not being here. That's what I mean.

[bestest]

[in a very small voice]

We have to do the chores...

[quercusoptima]

[... :x]

[halfcocked]

[grabbing for Shuri too, clinging to them both]

We'll take good care of ourselves--Hakuren--

[N-NO CRYING AGAIN]

[bestest]

[I... I can't deal with Devit's inability to deal. FALLING SILENT AGAIN]

[quercusoptima]

You had better ... [:x]

[halfcocked]

I promise, I promise! We're gonna see you in two months and we'll take care of ourselves!!

[bestest]

[n-nods!!] That stuff is obvious...!

[quercusoptima]

[a small, tentative smile] Good ...

[halfcocked]

[ . . . smiles at him, tearfully, but still smiling]

[bestest]

[...trying to smile kind of just makes me want to cry]