[CFUD][Backdated to the evening of November 9th]

[quercusoptima]

[those sure are suitcases on the bed]

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[halfcocked]

[shoving his face in Shuri's neck, still going strong]

[bestest]

[...just standing there, basically motionless]

[halfcocked]

[when he settles down a tiny bit, pulling back to look at him ;;]

H--honey--?

[bestest]

[--a little teary-eyed, but meeting his eyes]

Devit...?

[halfcocked]

[reaching up to brush Shuri's hair back from his face, carefully :x]

[bestest]

[...averting his eyes after a moment]

We should go back...

[halfcocked]

Yeah. Uh. Don't make me go away. From you. Please?

[bestest]

...?? I won't...

[halfcocked]

Okay, okay. [breathing deeply, still clinging] I can stay with you??

[bestest]

[nods vaguely] Yeah...

[halfcocked]

Let's go . . .

[bestest]

[hhheading home then]

[halfcocked]

[staying SUPER CLOSE to Shuri as they get back home]

[bestest]

[this is making it difficult to collapse into utter despair. can we at least shut ourselves up in a room]

[halfcocked]

[yes the bedroom we've all been sleeping in it is. that's probably Hakuren's with some beds pushed together in it. LET'S GO THERE.]

[bestest]

[it's not Hakuren's room anymore

I'll collapse on the beds anyway though]

[halfcocked]

[yes it is dammit it belongs to all of us still

immediately squirming up against him and clinging]

[bestest]

[just. ...breathing...]

[halfcocked]

[ . . . that's nice that's a good quiet thing to focus on and remember you're still here with me and not cry. breathing with him, otherwise quiet, face pushed up against his throat]

[bestest]

[despair despair despair maybe letting Devit stay with me was a bad idea after all 8(]

[halfcocked]

[after a few minutes, slowly stretching up to kiss his face, tenderly]

[bestest]

[...sucks in a breath in the way where it's obvious he's on the verge of crying]

[halfcocked]

[hugging him] 's okay, it's okay.

[bestest]

Nnnnnnnnnnnn...

[halfcocked]

I don't care, so--

[hugging him firmly, nuzzling at his cheek, comforting]